my son was not… I think I was in denial my entire pregnancy with him. I felt like, how can I possibly take care of two children when I felt like I could barely take care of myself LOL. Walking into my C-section I grab the nurses arm, look at her right in the eyes, and said very seriously ..that I could not do this. She looked me back in the eyes and said very calmly… Yes you can. Those simple magic words were all I needed to hear. I laid down on the table and 20 minutes later I was the mother of a beautiful baby boy. Nothing has ever felt more natural.” –Michelle